I Hit the Big 5-0

Can't believe I, God Willing, will be reaching half a century. That's wild. 

With all my chronic sicknesses, disorders, and allergies I've gone through since being a toddler, I didn't expect to reach this age. Hell, I didn't expect to see middle school!

Imagine my utter surprise when I made it to my high school graduation ceremony! God is GOOD. 

But, be that as it may, things have not been easy to navigate. I didn't expect to reach adolescence, so I really didn't have dreams or plans once I got to college. So, I just focused on what I did best, which was drawing. 

Now, with an MFA, I'm managing some kind of adulting and still feel I'm messing this up. Funny thing is, so many people think I got things together! Yikes...

I'm just winging it, to be frank.