Showing posts with label essay. Show all posts
Showing posts with label essay. Show all posts

Thursday, September 16, 2021

Remembering Wizards - my memoriam essay to Ursula K. le Guin

 *NOTE: I mentioned I would post this essay here on my blog in case it failed to be published elsewhere. If in case I see another opportunity to submit it, I will take it down from here*

                                                        Remembering Wizards

On January 22, 2018, a notable author died. There are cultural icons that pass away and their effects on the collective psyche vary. This time it was Ursula K. le Guin’s death that affected the literary collective. Not only a towering figure within speculative fiction but among the mainstream community too. Shortly after news of her passing, social media posted personal anecdotes from readers, authors, from the aspiring to the famous, from science fiction/fantasy publishers to mainstream media outlets. Le Guin’s power lay in her words that covered topics such as feminism, sociology, activism, publishing, children’s books, literacy, and politics. Le Guin candidly wrote about the windswept and dynamic islands of her Earthsea series and was outspoken in her extensive essay collections.

During the 1990s while I attended Miami-Dade Community College, fresh from a creative writing course, I decided to take my writing seriously. Since being on the Dean’s List, I was allowed to take a specialized elective. Taught by Prof. Tixier, a white woman with short hair more pepper than salt, bright eyes behind constantly tilted glasses, walked with a slight stoop and spoke with a smoker’s voice. I was the class’s only senior and the only student remotely interested in the topic; the other students behaved as disinterested as I was enthusiastic. 

When I shyly revealed to Prof. Tixier that I was an aspiring writer and showed her a manuscript, that’s when she introduced me to famed mythologist, Joseph Campbell and fantasy/science fiction author, Ursula K. le Guin. She asked if I had heard of A Wizard of Earthsea, and I replied I had heard of the series in passing. Because my pride got the better of me, I rushed to the campus bookstore afterward to see if there were any Le Guin titles in their paperback section. Outside the bookstore was a bargain table and, behold, A Fisherman of the Inland Sea, a Le Guin short story collection! It was kismet!

Inland Sea’s provocative prose read like crystals, especially the collection’s title story for I love rhythmic titles. A Fisherman of the Inland Sea is a glittering tale of leaving home and second chances. Within the trappings of a society that practices a culturally complex form of polygamy, the protagonist becomes an astronaut to get away from the mundane only to encounter time-bending redemption before returning home, forever humbled and appreciative. Already a fantasy/science fiction fan for more than a decade, I voraciously tore through the collection’s other titles that were anthropological and philosophical in scope. I wanted more from this writer and sought out other titles. After I completed and passed Prof. Tixier’s course, I found the complete A Wizard of Earthsea at my local used bookstore and nearly crowed from delight.

In the now-closed bookstore chains, either Super Waldenbooks or Border’s, I purchased an essay collection titled Dancing at the Edge of the World and learned about Ms. Le Guin’s academic parents and how she felt indebted to her father, a famed anthropologist. She openly stated his influences on her writing and it shows. Le Guin’s sci-fi/fantasy cultures are candid, finely detailed, believable, and given a respectful objective touch whether human or alien. Her characters are diverse, not only by ethnicity but in beliefs and by sexual orientations and identities. In The Left Hand of Darkness, a novel that deals with gendered politics from the standpoint of the lone human visitor on a planet with evolved humanoids who change sex while in estrus, I’m ashamed to say years after reading that I learned the protagonist happened to be a black man. So used to Eurocentric speculative fiction books and cinema, it angered me to know I had not recognized someone whom I may have resembled! 

When the SciFi Channel adapted her Earthsea into a TV mini-series and they whitewashed the cast except for the mage (played by Danny Glover) who trains the protagonist, Ged (he, himself white-washed), Le Guin became the first writer I witnessed to openly denounce her book’s adaptation in the spec-fic press, stating this was the channel’s ‘interpretation’ and not a true adaptation. She turned her back on the mini-series, telling fans to read the actual books!

 In another essay, Le Guin spoke about the difficult decision she had to make as a 20-something college woman when she realized a youthful and romantic relationship was fading and she was pregnant. She often brought up this chapter in her life to speak about women’s rights and the right to choose. Because of her hard decision, she later explained she was able to meet the right person (the husband who survives her) and have the children she wanted. 

Ursula K. le Guin has written extensively how pop culture portrayed female characters, especially the speculative fiction field’s inability to create credible female protagonists while it reiterates destructive stereotypes. She wrote male protagonists who weren’t the testosterone-driven kind from other sci-fi/fantasy stories, but thoughtful, sensitive, focused, and chaotically complex. Ms. Le Guin has been documented in countless journals, interviewed in numerous magazines, and though she is often controversial and scathing, her words are couched in irony and humor. Her discussions on various topics remain long in the reader.

After Le Guin’s death, a Twitter writer friend, another black woman and writer in SFF, mentioned that, while reading The Lathe of Heaven, Le Guin’s portrayal of the protagonist’s love interest, a black woman lawyer, made her ‘feel seen’. There was a social media discussion explaining that while other white writers did not often get black and brown characters ‘right’, Ms. Le Guin succeeded. As we fans and admirers struggle on how to live with the void she left, I remember the conversations with Prof. Tixier already long gone, that led to my becoming a fan of Ursula K. le Guin: not just by her incredible wordsmithery, but as a celebrated author, social commentator, and champion for women’s, civil, minority, and indigenous rights. 

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

My Essay Is Out! Check It!

My craft talk essay "Fighting Against the Bloat" is out in the Tishman Review 4.2! *Click on image to go on site!*
The Tishman Review 4.2 April 2018
It is available as a PDF, and on Amazon.com as a hard copy or Kindle e-book!

Friday, November 21, 2014

Time Is Of the Essence

Graduation is fast approaching. My graduation.
Goals are being made.
I am outlining and taking this novel to the next level and pushing to try new things with writing.

Now it's November and getting down to the wire! So many things due: annotations, creative portions, 25-page essay, and the feedback and research that one accumulates in a semester...

I have so many questions for myself and what I might try to do.

Evernote(r) is an app that can cross platforms for simple note-taking, rigorous note-taking, research-gathering, posting images, recording and clipping web articles. It is such a handy app that I had to download it to both net book and desktop.

Unless you have used it, you have no idea how helpful it's been since a student at my campus told me about it!

I can't count when I was pressed for time (what with the job and looking into extra-income opportunities) and how, with only my cellphone, I hurriedly typed out an entry, bookmarked and clipped a webpage for research, or recorded a reminder (Ok. I only did that once, but it doesn't mean I won't continue it into a habit).

Had to turn in some more deadline PDFs... Ay, and I'm still working on the novel. While taking time to catch up on personal reading, I try to remind myself to always have time for other creative projects.

Here's to hoping to catch up and keep up! *Whew*!

Friday, July 11, 2014

The Art of Plugging Away - New Edition

"There comes a time in everyone's life...." Blah blah blah. No, I will give it to you straight - have been back from residency and didn't think it was possible.
I realized I was burned out last term (Jan 2014) and needed to recuperate. Then I read an article in Poets&Writers magazine about 'post residency stress'.
I brought it up with a poet cohort of mine (we are divided into three groups: poetry, nonfiction and fiction (my group), and he told me that it was a true condition! So that's probably why I am dragging and yet have momentary bursts of energy. And according to the author of that article, it affects everyone in different ways. For her, it affected her mood, emotions, and at some point, her circadian rhythm.
For me, it's making me itchy and tense. I feel I have to burn the midnight oil, drop into bed so late that I'm only getting a few hours sleep. This isn't good. And now I need to get back into my groove, which is proving elusive.
Well, one, no, a couple good things out of this mania: I'm getting work done.
I'm putting my research together for my third term critical essay.
I already put together/organized my folders from school on my desk.
Sent some important emails (have two more left) and I am getting my books a month in advance for the rest of this year's packets. Whew.
Let the Games Begin!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Semester ending.. Got some projects done

LAST WEEK OF THIS SEMESTER!

But, thanks to my new Android notebook (I treated myself to a low-cost netbook), I got to complete a couple of projects: essay for my college's online magazine, my submission for upcoming residency. And just yesterday, finally completed that article idea. *Keep fingers crossed when I submit it*

I will be tweeting/blogging the netbook (I've been testing it and it's exceeded my wildest expectations - gave it 5 stars on Amazon.com)!

Now to updating my Tumblr - it's been sorely neglected.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

I am so excited!

Some news I tweeted but forgot to mention on this blog - Sword and Saga Press's '1Bookshelf' published my essay "Our World: My Encyclopedias" for August 2012!
Read it here,
1Bookshelf

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Books as keystones

Years ago, before I was diagnosed with Hyperthyroidism "Grave's Disease", I had to undergo a series of tests.

At the medical center that had the proper equipment to scan me for goiter, my nervous mother beside me in the waiting room, I currently read "See Jane Win", ground-breaking book by Dr. Sylvia Rimm.
In this brilliantly-written study over a course of 1,000 successful women, Dr. Rimm, who co-wrote the book with her two daughters, also 'Dr.s' in their own right, posed several scenarios that a young girl raised under such conditions becomes successful in life regardless of socio-economic, ethnicity, or even by family education status.
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The more I read, the more I agreed with the cases of 1,000 women. From all walks of life, women who grew to prominence in their chosen path, or a career that became theirs, began as curious girls, often  thirsty for knowledge, versed in certain math- or science-related fields, had taken music lessons, had several interests, hobbies, etc.

Finally, I was called to the reception area, where sat a young woman who shared my ethnicity.
We greeted one another, and after I answered her questions related to my impending examination, she asked me what I was reading.
I explained, quite enthusiastically, what the book was about in a nutshell.
She looked at me and quite dismissively shrugged and said, "Well, I only read books written by Black people."

That stopped me cold. That made me upset. And then infuriated me.

Was she not a woman? Did she not care, as a woman, what MADE a successful woman, and what evidence there was to support the reasons these 1,000 Women became successful?

No, she must've believed that such subject matter or topic could only come from someone Non-Black, and therefore, refuse its wisdom or knowledge.

Now I love many of the Black writers of the past, I love my Black writers now, and I am a Black writer myself.

However, how could she say such a thing?

How could she, in her race-loyal ways, belittle the sum of human knowledge to only reading topics EXCLUSIVE to one race? And if she only reads Black writings, would that be only Black-American, Black-Caribbean, or Blacks from African nations or other overseas places?
And if this is the case, does she read writings from Black professionals, regular Joes, or only those that work in a medical office?

If she is Christian, then she cannot read the Bible, since many of its writers were not 'Nubian'. And she probably does not know that the famous movie about race and the all-consuming fight among Blacks of 'Light vs. Dark' "Imitation of Life", was actually written by Fannie Hurst, a young, Jewish woman?

We learn to be writers by having something to say. But first, we must read widely to have something in our head in order to write.

I hate to think of how little this medical office employee knows, or how limited and narrow is her experience.
Most frightening to think still: she's college educated, or, at least received certification in her field. How did she bypass this prejudiced view when digesting her own textbooks?

We owe it to ourselves as human beings to read widely, to take in as much of human wisdom as is available to us.

It's been seven years since this conversation and it still burns me. I only hope this young woman has grown a little from having such childish views.


*An earlier version of this essay is published on Miami Dade College's online magazine at Reflections Magazine titled Books as keystones

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