Showing posts with label science fiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label science fiction. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 8, 2026

About Journaling

"Bluesky Threads"
Trying to find the month and year I bought a journal before I begin writing in it... Yeah, definitely NOT neurotypical.

I have general journals for regular notes I take while watching certain YouTube videos. I have separate journals- 1 for my sci-fi and 1 for my fantasy. I ain't doin' that no more! Fantasy and science fiction can share a journal. They’re thicker than the journals I used to buy.

Also, the comic, Summer to Winter, has its own library. It used to share with other stories, but I quickly learned to give it its own journal "series."

Thursday, January 4, 2024

My writing plans for 2024

Was just replying to a response about not enough stories showing the side effects of overusing ones magic or powers. In my own near-future sci-fi short story series, my MC shape-shifting alien couldn't rest because his human partner was sleeping over. He finally lost control and nearly destroyed his highrise apartment. 

I intend to self-publish this series and other sci-fi and fantasy I have in mind. Even a few genre-blend ideas.

Thursday, March 31, 2022

Ages when I "discovered" my favorite authors

Andre Norton 
Age 10-11 "Warlock of the Witchworld"
My oldest big brother brought home a coverless used paperback copy. My introduction to adult Fantasy. Magic as personal, unique, familial legacy, and frightening. The rest is history... 

Lois Duncan
Age 12 "A Gift of Magic"
I lost a lot of Summertime as a kid because I was always stuck in Summer School(which is also a favorite 80s movie of mine. My first film showing a pregnant teen and the storyline NOT punishing her for that). I found this book on the school library spinner rack(found so many favorites over the years on the spinner rack). The cover was a touched-up photograph of an eerie-looking pre-teen white girl. Her eyes aglow while she sat crouched in an easy chair, her fingers digging into its arms while she stared at the viewer. Behind her was another photo of a younger girl seemingly floating in shades of blue. The story was as surreal and real as a story could get about a regular girl inheriting her matriarchal line's ability to telepathy, telekinesis, and prescience.

Anne McCaffrey 
Age 20 "The Rowan"
Now in the realm of far-future SF with a psychic woman protagonist(thanks to A Gift of Magic) I started to relish reading about. This title was the first in a family drama/space opera series. The protagonist is in blue clothing and seat on a seat likened to a throne, appearing as regal as any queen. An orphan, she is considered one of the most powerful psychics in human-inhabited space. She sits straight with her ankles crossed, her arms straight with her fingertips on her seat's arms. She is flanked by a smallish(serval-size?) snow leopard-like domesticated cat. More psychic abilities and alien-implied invasions of the galaxy. The first story where the protagonist and her intended get together, she gets pregnant, and they don't immediately marry(they marry in the second book when she's pregnant with their third child). That blew my mind and I appreciated this subplot point. 

Ursula K. le Guin
Age 23(?) "Catwings Returns"
I know I read this story late in my local library, not even realizing it was a series. It had cats with bird wings born to a regular black cat mama. The cats flying through a city felt very real to me and delighted me that another writer could make a story about a cat character that could fly. Disclaimer: My first character I made up as a kid was a brown and white cat with bat wings I called Cat the Bat.😊😄 I worked as a substitute teacher at the time.

Sunday, January 16, 2022

The Fifth Element is still inspiring!

"Septimus in all pink"(2021)
My OC, Septimus, and Peter's cousin, from SUMMER TO WINTER - full color in all pink with quoted statement in pink.

"Septimus on gay/queer-friendly niche strip club ad"(2021)
One of my romantic-comedy/slice-of-life comic/graphic novel OC's mannerisms are based on Ruby Rhod from The Fifth Element! And if you actually believe he played no significant role in that film- somebody actually said this- I'll know you didn't pay attention since you only saw an over-the-top, loudmouth Black man. 

"Septimus as a convention booth babe"(2021)
My character, Septimus, is loud, brash, full of sass, very queer, and isn't afraid to shut down bigots, confront abusers, and though shorter than the average man, can still kick a bully's behind. If you want to see him in full color, head on over to my Instagram @ handdrawnbycarmenjr. 

"Septimus models with model friends"(2021)
Again, take care, dear readers!

Tuesday, January 4, 2022

Entries from the Twitterverse...

Note to Readers: The following are a series of tweets I use as a sort of progress report to myself or relevant writer groups I'm a part of.

"Time Tiger" or its full name TIME TIGER:/4846_Chronicles, is a series of short stories I'm working on and compiling together. It began as an idea I illustrated back in junior high. 

Below are the following: tweets(or progress reports to myself) to stay on track.

Two 1/2 pages of that 'spinoff' series... Hilarious that I'm writing spinoffs when I haven't written a significant amount of the groundwork stories yet.😜😖 #amwriting  #amwritingscifi #sciencefiction #shortstories 

A GIRL AND HER CAT
I can't believe how many incarnations this #shortstory has gone through over time.😳 It went from some teen HS manga drama to a mystery-thriller with horror elements...😬 #amwriting #amwritingscifi #sciencefiction

I had to do some #conceptsketches of the main #aliencharacter. Now that I worked out his look, I can tackle the human MC next. I want to work on her headshots and braids. But I #amwriting the story in the middle of this. #amwritingscifi #sciencefiction #shortstory

Trying to revise and update the looks of different #alien species from old notes and previous drawings is fun and tedious at the same time. #scifi #sciencefiction #amwriting #amdrawing #amwritingscifi #amdrawingscifi  IG: handdrawnbycarmenjr 

Worked on a scene from my  near-future #shortstoryseries(3rd or 4th entry) & I find it harder to develop the #technology 80-100 yrs from now versus the #tech I'm developing in my #spaceopera set within the same universe about 2700+ yrs later. #amwritingscifi #sciencefiction

Intrigued! If you want more info on this series and its concept art, you can go on my Instagram @ handdrawnbycarmenjr

Hope to see you there, Dear Readers.

Thursday, September 16, 2021

Remembering Wizards - my memoriam essay to Ursula K. le Guin

 *NOTE: I mentioned I would post this essay here on my blog in case it failed to be published elsewhere. If in case I see another opportunity to submit it, I will take it down from here*

                                                        Remembering Wizards

On January 22, 2018, a notable author died. There are cultural icons that pass away and their effects on the collective psyche vary. This time it was Ursula K. le Guin’s death that affected the literary collective. Not only a towering figure within speculative fiction but among the mainstream community too. Shortly after news of her passing, social media posted personal anecdotes from readers, authors, from the aspiring to the famous, from science fiction/fantasy publishers to mainstream media outlets. Le Guin’s power lay in her words that covered topics such as feminism, sociology, activism, publishing, children’s books, literacy, and politics. Le Guin candidly wrote about the windswept and dynamic islands of her Earthsea series and was outspoken in her extensive essay collections.

During the 1990s while I attended Miami-Dade Community College, fresh from a creative writing course, I decided to take my writing seriously. Since being on the Dean’s List, I was allowed to take a specialized elective. Taught by Prof. Tixier, a white woman with short hair more pepper than salt, bright eyes behind constantly tilted glasses, walked with a slight stoop and spoke with a smoker’s voice. I was the class’s only senior and the only student remotely interested in the topic; the other students behaved as disinterested as I was enthusiastic. 

When I shyly revealed to Prof. Tixier that I was an aspiring writer and showed her a manuscript, that’s when she introduced me to famed mythologist, Joseph Campbell and fantasy/science fiction author, Ursula K. le Guin. She asked if I had heard of A Wizard of Earthsea, and I replied I had heard of the series in passing. Because my pride got the better of me, I rushed to the campus bookstore afterward to see if there were any Le Guin titles in their paperback section. Outside the bookstore was a bargain table and, behold, A Fisherman of the Inland Sea, a Le Guin short story collection! It was kismet!

Inland Sea’s provocative prose read like crystals, especially the collection’s title story for I love rhythmic titles. A Fisherman of the Inland Sea is a glittering tale of leaving home and second chances. Within the trappings of a society that practices a culturally complex form of polygamy, the protagonist becomes an astronaut to get away from the mundane only to encounter time-bending redemption before returning home, forever humbled and appreciative. Already a fantasy/science fiction fan for more than a decade, I voraciously tore through the collection’s other titles that were anthropological and philosophical in scope. I wanted more from this writer and sought out other titles. After I completed and passed Prof. Tixier’s course, I found the complete A Wizard of Earthsea at my local used bookstore and nearly crowed from delight.

In the now-closed bookstore chains, either Super Waldenbooks or Border’s, I purchased an essay collection titled Dancing at the Edge of the World and learned about Ms. Le Guin’s academic parents and how she felt indebted to her father, a famed anthropologist. She openly stated his influences on her writing and it shows. Le Guin’s sci-fi/fantasy cultures are candid, finely detailed, believable, and given a respectful objective touch whether human or alien. Her characters are diverse, not only by ethnicity but in beliefs and by sexual orientations and identities. In The Left Hand of Darkness, a novel that deals with gendered politics from the standpoint of the lone human visitor on a planet with evolved humanoids who change sex while in estrus, I’m ashamed to say years after reading that I learned the protagonist happened to be a black man. So used to Eurocentric speculative fiction books and cinema, it angered me to know I had not recognized someone whom I may have resembled! 

When the SciFi Channel adapted her Earthsea into a TV mini-series and they whitewashed the cast except for the mage (played by Danny Glover) who trains the protagonist, Ged (he, himself white-washed), Le Guin became the first writer I witnessed to openly denounce her book’s adaptation in the spec-fic press, stating this was the channel’s ‘interpretation’ and not a true adaptation. She turned her back on the mini-series, telling fans to read the actual books!

 In another essay, Le Guin spoke about the difficult decision she had to make as a 20-something college woman when she realized a youthful and romantic relationship was fading and she was pregnant. She often brought up this chapter in her life to speak about women’s rights and the right to choose. Because of her hard decision, she later explained she was able to meet the right person (the husband who survives her) and have the children she wanted. 

Ursula K. le Guin has written extensively how pop culture portrayed female characters, especially the speculative fiction field’s inability to create credible female protagonists while it reiterates destructive stereotypes. She wrote male protagonists who weren’t the testosterone-driven kind from other sci-fi/fantasy stories, but thoughtful, sensitive, focused, and chaotically complex. Ms. Le Guin has been documented in countless journals, interviewed in numerous magazines, and though she is often controversial and scathing, her words are couched in irony and humor. Her discussions on various topics remain long in the reader.

After Le Guin’s death, a Twitter writer friend, another black woman and writer in SFF, mentioned that, while reading The Lathe of Heaven, Le Guin’s portrayal of the protagonist’s love interest, a black woman lawyer, made her ‘feel seen’. There was a social media discussion explaining that while other white writers did not often get black and brown characters ‘right’, Ms. Le Guin succeeded. As we fans and admirers struggle on how to live with the void she left, I remember the conversations with Prof. Tixier already long gone, that led to my becoming a fan of Ursula K. le Guin: not just by her incredible wordsmithery, but as a celebrated author, social commentator, and champion for women’s, civil, minority, and indigenous rights. 

Tuesday, June 15, 2021

I have a new art series on Instagram!

Athletic wear, sportswear, and workout wear gives me so many ideas about futuristic clothing for my science fiction artwork and stories.

One question I have is why is everyone in skin-tight clothes in the future? Not every one wants to wear a revealing wardrobe. Religious ideas of dress, differing ideas of modesties will still exist. 

Even when we use newer kinds of fabric technology, why aren't any sci-fi clothes wrinkling? 

Also, clothing needs to accommodate different body types as well as anatomical differences among species. Like my reptilian aliens' two-toe-prong work shoes and sneakers. Being in the Furry Fandom, which started from being a fan of various furry artists, illustrators, and cartoonists showed me ways to accommodate clothing and accessories often on a non-human form/body.

With my new art series "Office chairs", I explore these ideas along with how simple office equipment and office furniture will evolve in the future. 

Head over to my IG: handdrawnbycarmenjr to see my series! 

Monday, September 14, 2020

More from the Twitterverse...

While writing entries on alien biology, there are notes on mutations for my human characters. The humans start off with nascent newfound powers, but in my far-future stories set within the same universe, these abilities become special much needed skill-sets. 

Friday, September 4, 2020

It took two years, but...[*edited*]

It's been two years and four months since I finally completed my main character alien species, the Aturan. 

For those who haven't read my short stories yet, I have two short stories that appeared in Kyanite Press: The Journal of Speculative Fiction: THE HUMAN NETWORK and CATCHING FEELS.

To make a long story short(see what I did there?), my short story series takes place in a near-future New York City where an alien species known as Aturan live among us. Most of us don't know they exist because they are natural shape-shifters or polymorphs, to use a Star Trek term, and so can look like many other alien species, including us.

In April 2018, I started work on how these aliens would appear and was bored by the regular heteronormative binary that 'plagues' other aliens in other stories. Not only did I work on figuring out that my aliens defaulted as polysexual, but I wanted to use the term omnisexual, an ElfQuest series' term, to mean that my aliens were not only sexually and romantically attracted to other sexual identities and genders among their own, but that they could be romantically and/or sexually attracted to other aliens too.

Now in September 2020, I finally completed the last four identities. If you want to see them in their technicolor glory, head on over to my Instagram page: handdrawnbycarmenjr. I also have explanations for each of the identities but purposely remained vague. I want readers to learn more as they take in the stories. 

Lastly, I can count on one hand which science fiction writers heavily influenced me into writing complex alien characters. 

The first is Andre Norton. Her explanations on how aliens viewed and explained things to the humans in her novels and short fiction is nothing short of amazing. 

The next is Anne McCaffrey. She shows that aliens can often get along with humans and have their own senses of humor.

The next is C.J. Cherryh. I can't begin to tell you how often I read her stories over and over just to get a sense of her physical descriptions and biological explanations of aliens, their societies and even their history. Just the way they interact with humans and view things is something I rarely saw in most of the scifi I read.

And last is Octavia Butler. Yes, her aliens invading and changing humankind's destiny is nothing short of glorious. To see Black characters forging through and participating in said future is magnificent to read. And that she seamlessly weaves in racial injustice, oppression, and racism into the fabric of her hard-hitting stories is breathtaking.

Thursday, August 13, 2020

A *NEW* Art of Plugging Away

What bothers me with some of the science fiction I grew up on is how naive even advanced alien species are to our ways.

Though my alien protagonist perceives us differently than how we view him, he is in no way unaware to the existence of racism, bigotry, and other systems of oppression. He comes from a galaxy-spanning star-system-traveling alien civilization. They have *seen* slavery before. They understand what bigotry looks like. 

One of the shows that really impressed me and may be time for a binge-watch was the TV series ALIEN NATION. It started with, I think, two TV movies, to give the setup before becoming a 45 min-1 hour per episode series. The show shaped how I thought about aliens, humans, racism, bigotry, and how such hateful tools can be used against an entire group. 

As what is often the purpose of alien-vs-human scifi, the story is to call more attention not so much to the strangeness of the alien, but how utterly strange and dysfunctional human beings can be and are, but, with some help from our star cousins, or their collective efforts to destroy us as a species, we can then have the opportunity to show moments of our highest evolved selves. 

Saturday, July 18, 2020

Tweets on my recent Scifi

TIME TIGER:/4846
Two 1/2 pages of that 'spinoff' series... Hilarious that I'm writing spinoffs when I haven't written a significant amount of the groundwork stories yet.😜😖

A GIRL AND HER CAT
I can't believe how many incarnations this short story has gone through over time.😳 It went from some teen HS manga drama to a mystery-thriller with horror elements...😬

I had to do some concept sketches of the main alien character. Now that I worked out his look, I can tackle the human MC next. I want to work on her head shots and braids. But I am writing the story in the middle of this.

Trying to revise and update the looks of different #alien species from old notes and previous drawings is fun and tedious at the same time.
IG: handdrawnbycarmenjr 

Worked on a scene from my near-future short story series(3rd or 4th entry) & I find it harder to develop the #technology 80-100 yrs from now versus the #tech I'm developing in my space opera set within the same universe about 2700+ yrs later.

Sunday, July 5, 2020

I've gone back to the Edge

Funny how I struggled to write a Dystopia SF story and now with the entire world shut down under the weight of a global pandemic, I find it easier to write these stories now.  

Monday, June 1, 2020

I Love Word Lists - Part 1

[Here there be links galore!]

Reading Butler, my own scifi will have my own humans and other species 'uplift' themselves, Brin-style, in order to survive and thrive through and beyond the rigors of space, time, cyberspace, and hyperspace...

My humans will have to use both natural (bio/chemical) and artificial means to change their bodies.

Just like my Aturans had to inject, digest, aerosol, and applying topically variations of medicines, antihistamines, accelerants, depressants, astringents, supplements, vitamins, and hormonal in order to survive on our world, we humans as a species will have to learn to do the same.

Friday, April 10, 2020

What I posted to Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram

My birthplace is now the epicenter of this pandemic, exacerbated by lies, misinformation, and leadership by folks who have no business running a flea circus or ant farm. My current scifi story takes place in the near-future in my original 'hometown' and even at one of the Presbyterian hospitals! Now, with so many of our hospitals overrun by this plague and suffering under the guidance of a presidency that's more regime than administered, I can't, in all good conscience, continue this story for now. I'm a Floridian by choice but still a New Yorker by fate, and I'm hurting for my original state and for this country. 

Sunday, March 22, 2020

Another day in self-quarantine

Been watching 90s TV shows, reading web comics, and the occasional writing. Also, working on different terms for sexual orientation and identities among four aliens species (human included) in the 49th century. 

Original journal date: 10/18/10
I've always been drawn to animal stories both in animation as well as in books. When I began to read mythology and saw what a huge role animals would play, and how complex their beings could be, impressed me to ancient peoples' wisdom in making the animal world as much a art of the human world (than how separate we are now). 

But when I picked up a book on Aesop's fables, that's when something 'clicked'. To use animals to bring to light humanity while revealing the innermost of that beast or creature is how I want to tell my stories.

Thursday, February 6, 2020

"Don't you draw any humans?"

I've always enjoyed drawing aliens and otherworldly mythic beings. And yet, I keep getting asked the same question over and over.
As I said on Twitter, random folks over the years keep asking, "But you draw animals all the time! Don't you [or] (can't) you draw humans?" 
*Me taking a deep sigh* 
Very well. Here's a human character with her furry alien lover. You're happy now?

From my working series 'Time Tiger: 4846 A.D.'

I call this piece "A Girl & Her Cat" (a play on the neverending 'A boy & his dog' media out there). 

This Caribbean-diaspora character and her alien partner are just some of the cast from my working-series titled Time Tiger Chronicles: 4846 A.D. 

These two have gone through multiple incarnations and their story has gone through several drafts and revisions, but now I think their new looks have forced more questions and the only way I can answer them is by rewriting their tale once again! 

My Deviantart is finally updated: 
and my artwork and story-related drafts are available firsthand on my Instagram: ➡️http://instagram.com/handdrawnbycarmenjr 

Saturday, January 18, 2020

"Catching Feels" drops on Feb 1st 2020! All details to purchase as eBook and Print in post

My SF short story "CATCHING FEELS" drops on February 1, 2020! 
It will appear in Kyanite Press Speculative Fiction Journal Volume 2, Issue 2 - Amazing Journeys and Exotic Destinations

[Official Kyanite Publishing promotional tweet]
COMING FEB 1st! Volume 2, Issue 2 Amazing Journeys and Exotic Destinations Preorder now!
Direct from the publisher:
kyanitepublishing.com/product/kyanit
On Amazon.com
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On Barnes and Noble.com
barnesandnoble.com/w/kyanite-pres
On Kobo
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[End of promotional tweet]

Tuesday, November 19, 2019

Scifi short story accepted!

My second science fiction story CATCHING FEELS was accepted by Kyanite Press/Publishing for their Volume 2 Issue 2 for February 2020!

Saturday, October 26, 2019

My mind goes a mile a minute

My science fiction story seems to be picking up steam as far as writing it. And since it will be an ongoing short story series, I realized last night I'll have to separate and categorize chunks and sections of it into story-arcs. And then give those story arcs actual titles. More to come. Stay Tuned... 

Monday, October 14, 2019

Book Covers As Art Galleries - The Sequel!

About a year ago, (whoa!) I spoke about a nice memory on a favorite book. It was a science fiction trilogy that later became a series, and what struck me was its front cover.

Again, the cover is by Romas and it's with the Rowan's daughter, and not even the eldests but the youngest child. I'm the baby in my family and this story struck me harder than I thought it would. 

Look at Afra, the man in the starry background. He is the family friend and will become VERY important to events in the story. 

The red panda that sits with Damia on her throne (all the head psychics who help with communications across the galaxy have their special seats/thrones). This is very much a science fiction story with elements of the epic fantasy. 

Yes, Anne McCaffrey's books may be dated and some elements not so polite, but her books have heart, wonder, and the ability to inspire. And that's what speculative fiction should be about. 

I Hit the Big 5-0

Can't believe I, God Willing, will be reaching half a century. That's wild.  With all my chronic sicknesses, disorders, and allergie...